I tried three different suicide hotlines and a chat. None of them answered.
How am I supposed to not take that personally? How am I supposed to not see that as a sign that I’m meant to kill myself?
I feel like the whole world wants me to get it over with already.
I mean, I fucking called a suicide hotline. I fucking called THREE of them. Knowing there’s a chance they’d sic the cops on me to drag me off to the hospital. Having had that happen before.
But nope, no help for you, Kyra. Not even the last resort people give a shit about you.
How much more am I expected to do? How much harder am I supposed to try?