I give up. I can’t care anymore about all the stuff that’s stressing me out. I have nothing left.
If I keep searching through Craigslist ads and emailing people who never email me back, I will well and truly lose it. So I’m done. I have no fucking clue how I’m going to pay rent this month, but I’m done. I mean, I’m literally shitting myself from stress. I can’t do it anymore.
It’s this or kill myself so I guess this is better or something?