Idiot Case Manager is leaving the program I’m in! I won’t have to deal with her for a whole lot longer!
It was really hard not to act excited when she told me. Really hard. It was even harder because she seemed to think I’d be upset about it, and that made it hard not to start laughing.
Then she basically tried to push me out of the program, which is fucked up on a number of levels. I know I seem high-functioning, but the last few weeks, my life has been falling apart more and more. I really need support right now, not that I’ve been getting that from ICM. She doesn’t even ask about my life, beyond, “Hi, how are you?” She’s done nothing to gain my trust, so of course I just tell her I’m fine.
I really hope I get someone better when she leaves. I need someone who actually knows what they’re doing and is actually going to try to help. I really, really need someone right now.