I’m home.

Spent a little over a week at respite.  Bad experience, never going back.  Also there was an ER trip in there for the UC.  Also not fun, but less awful than respite.

Somewhat less suicidal now.

Not feeling like talking, which is probably not a good sign.  But it is what it is, I guess.



February 28, 2014 · 5:52 pm

13 responses to “

  1. You made it home. That is something worth applauding.

  2. Good to see you back. x

  3. barbaramarincel

    Know that you are not alone! Sending you hugs and prayers.

  4. Kenzie - Motorcycles, Books & Fructose

    I’m sorry you had a bad experience!

  5. Bourbon

    I am glad to ‘hear’ from you. Though not so glad that it sounds like a very rough time you had 😦 Hope you can process some of it out of you somewhat so it doesn’t build up too much x

  6. happilydpressed

    Glad to hear you’re back

  7. Mandy

    So glad you’re back 🙂 ((hugs))

  8. Glad youre back aswell!

  9. I want to encourage you to keep trying because you ARE worth it, please don’t give up! Your writing has helped me so much. Sending you love and hugs.

    • Wow…thank you. I feel like my writing can’t even help me lately, but I’m glad it’s helped you.

      • Have you tried working with colors instead of words? Sometimes I smear color around with crayons or paint when the words aren’t flowing. xo

      • I should, but I haven’t. I’ve got nice oil pastels and some decent acrylics. I just don’t feel like expressing anything at this point–I feel like I basically got punished for it. I think about doing art, but I don’t even know what to start with. Sitting down in front of blank paper with no ideas is nerve wracking. I think I need a “how to do art therapy by yourself” book or something.

      • I do this thing called “soul collage” where I pick a tarot card and find images about that theme. Or I just cut out pix from magazines that look like how I want my life to be, and call it a “vision board”. A popular art therapy activity is to paint a mask, or make your spirit animal out of clay. Any of those work for you? xoxo. Screw the jerks who punished you. Creativity is the best revenge. Paint dangerously!

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