They hate me. A and C both. C said she didn’t deserve to be treated like I treat my family. But then they get mad when I don’t give them the answers they want either. So talk or don’t talk, whatever I do is wrong. All I do is fuck things up and hurt people.
They won’t let me quit therapy. I’m an adult, and I need them to respect that. I need to be alone. I just feel worse when I see either A or C. They don’t understand and I can’t explain it to them.
They threatened me. C just threatened hospital. A threatened cops and hospital. And then they want me to trust them.
I’m just so far past done. They can’t help. No one can. So why won’t they just leave me alone? But they just get mad and I feel even shittier.
Can’t do this anymore. At all. Just can’t.